Saturday, January 24, 2009

everyday...

everyday i think today got to be,has to be,must be,should be a bit different from yesterday or every other day.however when i go to sleep i feel comfortable and secure that its the same mundane yesterday.i try to comprehend that this thought-process of mine is whether a result of insomniac frustration of my ambiance or simply just materialistic jealousy.

now i think i have figured out the difference between loner and loneliness.one is just being a loser or being a escapist while the other may be a result of self induced satisfaction resulting in development of a trait nourished by year long acumen of just being myself and not give a fuck to i-am-not-sure-what.however you got to compromise;at least to yourself.

i wonder why people break the queue. more interestingly they try to form a new queue.so its not just chaos reigning;its rather selfishness dominant.how about carrying a tool kit and fix things in our own way??sorry i don't have so much time.

things really do change fast.once i liked to share my likings with my close friends.now a days i share the same with my closed room only.i love to stay awake very late at night.i however am not sure whether i just like it or i am getting addicted to this good habit.any ways, i will still keep my eyes open till 4 a.m.

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